Laurens Poem

So this is just a poem what i wrote for a close friend of mine.She asked that I write something for her about her life and how she deals with things... i of course said yes. shes pretty much my sister and i love her to death .. Lauren Lyn my lovely Jammy this is for you

I walk Down the street
My bare feet in the gutter
letting the rain caress me
and the breeze,
it makes me shudder

The sky is full of stars
brilliantly bright after the storm
painting pictures in my head
within poetry i am reborn

i hum the tunes and rythms
my life here on this page
distant , tired and confused
Ive left ME on the stage

I fil my head with silence
and focus on the sky
for months now ive been curious
asking when how and why

those close to me have faded
just mere whispers of importance
as my fingers dance the tango
on the keyboard of ignorance

beauty will behold the glory
as my feet drip dry the rain
the tingling will envelope me
ill forget all of my pain

this creates a poem of tears
that are born from the coulds
it writes stories and songs
that reveal the truth beneath this shroud

tonight i break
free of all thought
to get back to myself
discover whats been lost
life can be hard
and days can be long
nothing that cant be fixed
with the perfect dance
to the perfect song...



Feel better hun
xoxox shay

Losers!!!

So its been literally a million years since ive wrote about something.... not like posting a song!! xD Thought i would talk about something i rant about on a daily basis...



LOSERS!!
In my life there are SOO MANY.. including myself of course... but today im ony going to rant on about 4.... to start it off...

Ryan Buckspan..
If the name doesnt get you.... the facts leading up to the loser deff will have you believing... For each person i willl give 5-10 reasons as to WHY THEY ARE LOSERS! :D

1) He Fell off the cliff in grade 9 (ruining the geo trip forever)
2) He knows EVERYTHING
3) He has absolutely NO friends
4) Hes a teachers pet
5) He feels the need to tell you everything he knows
6) He wears those loser glasses xD
7) He is THE MOST annoying thing ever born.!

k so honestly he just fits that typical nerdy losr picture... im just done with him.

secodly...

Helen Ho :)
although she is my hoe.... she is a HUGE loser

1) she dressed as pikachu....
2) she NEVER stops studying for chem.. ( shes still failing)
3) Shes shorter than me... and still believes she can play anything other than Point in Bball xD
4)she expects me to go to azn karaoke?
5) she can be bribed with sexual acts;)
6) SHE NEVER PICKS UP HER PHONE
7) She texts at the most random times AKA when im sleeping
8) She is the world biggest fob...
9) her name is helen ho.... hahaha ho
and finally 10) shes dating a dead man xD John Lennon


AND MY LOSER
Spence is the worlds biggest loser !!!!
she is.... man... i cant even :P

1) shes always doing homework ALWAYS
2) she goes to book clubs? xD
3) She thinks that my -_- face is the funniest thing.
4) She is unde the belief that I am Leprichaun ( I AM NOT)
5) She often argues really stupid things.. ( stupid cuz i always win :D)
6) She is easily distracted (or maybe its just me)
7) Shes a total renthead ( but that makes me a loser too)
8) She doesnt like Peanut butter (who the hell doesnt)
9) SHE THINKS PICKLES ARE DISGUSTING!!!!
AND FINALLY
10) She loves me..... thats gotta make you a HUGE loser


So weve gone over typical nerd, short azn and just in love loser... who tops them all?
THAT WOULD BE ME!!

I am the biggest loser and I dont even try :S
Not only am i going to name 10 things... im going to name 20 reasons because I am DOUBLE the loser than these others losers
1) I constantly fall up stairs
2) I never sleep when i should
3) I tend to slack ALOT
4) I fall WAY TOO HARD
5) Im used to being heart broken ( uber loserish)
6) I LOVE TO READ (BAHAHAAHAHAH)
7) I spend more time in a dance/ dancing than i do in m y own home or sleeping
8) I can lick both my chin and my nose
9) Im addicted to texting
10) I love to watch sad movies that make me cry
11) I constantly make weird faces
12) I eat too much candy and get sick... very often
13) I like scaring children. but cry at the sight of a clown
14) I pass out at random times in random places
15) I turn to ice cream when im depressed( seriously)
16) I never do school work.
17) I am the laziest person you will EVER meet
18) I constantly call others LOSERS
19) I Can sing..EVERY SINGLE Hannah Montana, Highschool Musical AND Spice Girls song.. Of heart.

20) I Hate to Love A TOTAL LOSER MENTIONED IN THIS NOTE!! We are constantly argueing over who is a loser.... Clearly we both are because we both made this list and hopefully she realizes that!!! We will nver settle this however i do believe that she is a bigger loser because I CAN ADMIT that i am a loser where as she cannot :P

Dont know when my next blog shall be but. hopefully it will be better :D


xoxo shay.

NATIONALS!!!

So i realize it has been WAY TOO LONG since ive actually blogged about something not pointless.... well im going to continue that streak of pointless blogs.

Today is Dance Nationals.( i did write a little thing about dance though)

WHAT IS DANCE?
Dance is the world you create,
it is inspiring those around you,
and being inspired by them.
It is different to everybody
and that is the beauty of it.
It is the language in which we express our emotions
and can only be shown through the movements of our soul.
It is something you can always turn to,
to channel into a different direction and feel good.
Its about putting on a song and getting goosebumps,
you feel your heart beat and your body start to shake
you step onto that stage, close your eyes
and so it begins..... thats dance
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So nationals.... i leave this sunday and im gone for 5 days!!!!! FIVE FREAKING DAYS!! no texting, no internet, no late nights , NO JUNK FOOD! I dont think im going to survive. :( im going to miss friends way too much..... im going to go insane rooming with DADDYS LITTLE GIRLS...!!!! gosh give me a damn shot gun so i can help the world and get rid of them.

So routines and songs for them

Senior Jazz Number
Cell Block Tango- Chicago

Senior Contemporary Number
Sentimental- Mike Simpson

Open Class Number
The Force( dunno the artist)

Open Class Number
Grease- Compilation of songs from Grease

Open Class Number
BXS- Compilation of Brittney spears songs

Senior Solo
A Drop In The Ocean- Ron Pope.

Each im hoping are going to ge really well. But i have to thank Derick Robinson for the idea of A Drop In The Ocean. Its an absolutely beautiful song.. so I dont wanna go to nationals even after all my hard work. But I guess you just have to put up with it and just deal...



xoxo Shay <3<3<3

PRIDE PROM

PRIDE PROM 2010 AMAZING NIGHT..

 

xoxo shay

New Weekend Playlist

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So it was an alright week. Both of my loves placed well at Centrals.. "clearly luck of the irish :P"..
I do however feel this tug at my insides because I know deep down that I would've too :( Oh well I guess you've got to bite your tongue and move on.


So this weekends playlist

Most definately an odd mix, its been quite a rollercoaster of a week so the songs reflect each emotion.

1. Ultimate Fuck Song- Moby

2. You`re Not Sorry - Taylor Swift

3. Romping Shop - Vybez Cartel

4. Airplanes- B.O.B

5. Teeth- Lady Gaga

6. What Is It- Baby Bash

7. Not Afraid- Eminem

8. Who Let The Frog Out- Crazy Frog

9. You Raise Me Up- Josh Groban

10.Your Love Is My Drug- KE$HA


Anyways Hope You Enjoyed the new song... its kinda just a past rant to a buddy made into a song...


xoxoxo shay <3

Sorry? :(

I dont Know How many times I can apollogize.
Now we both are miserable and i feel horrible.
Maybe its better if i dont come on wednesday I should just stay at home off the computer and away from communication where i belong so i can stop fucking things up.

Just speak up damnit. You know me. i would NEVER intentionally hurt you fuck. :(
Honestly I can never be happy without fucking something up, without hurting someone else. I till im just going to give up on it. Its only fucking me over, Hurting you and pissing off him because i refuse to quit smoking weed....

Im actually legit miserable now.
I cant text and and apollogize because you have no minutes, See its really just not my weekend... everything has gone horribly wrong. now i fuck things up with you too. We normally talk till teh very last minute.. when have we ever ended like this..

Alrite well im going for a shower now
Later


Have fun
Bye...



IVE NEVER SEEN THAT.... :(
Im sorry, over and over and over again...

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Its monday and even though its a holiday i still have to post my list of songs...

1. California Girls- Katy Perry Ft. Snoop Dog

2.Your A Jerk- New Boys

3.OMG-Usher

4.Perfect- Hedley

5.Second Go- LIGHTS

6.Fork In The Road- The Latency

7. What If- original( recording)

8. Finger Print- Charice

9.The Things People Do- Sharon Nutzati

10.Wild Horses- Natasha Bedingfield

So thats it for this past weekend... everything went horribly :(

Happy May 24 everyone :) hope you all had epic celebrations :D

xoxoxo shay

C'est La Vie.!

Things Like that happen. but the thing is to learn from it. Honestly it bothers me that you are letting it get you down im sure this girl is far more amazing than me and is better for you. So Enjoy it. Take The Time take all those things we wouldve done and do them. Im not sure if it will be awkward but if it is then so be it. honestly. Gah..... why do you have to let this bother you.

You know how i feel with you holding things in -_-


not much i can do now. you wont talk about it so... blargh.....


so its after 12:00 so it counts as monday the weekly list of songs........ There May be a song or two still on repeat because they are that amazing BTW :P

1)Teeth- Lady Gaga

2)Breakeven- The Script

3)S.E.X- Nickelback

4)Pyramid- Charice Ft Iyaz

5)Solo- Iyaz

6)Meteor Shower- Owl City

7)True Colors- Glee Cover

8)Your a Jerk- New Boyz

9)I Can Transform Ya- Chris Brown

10)I Believe- Yolanda Adams( Honey Soundtrack)


so thats pretty much it. got stitches today but ill live.. bye


xoxox shay